IFUFREN

Nothing happen this few days...
Juz feeling like wan 2 write new post....

Hehe~

Juz started my IFUFREN 2 days ago...
not bad ar... Click here if u wan to join too...
dun 4get to add me too if u join~ click here to enter my IFUFREN...
^^
Juz started 2 days and i got 70++ visitor... hehe...
can play piano there oso... very cute~

Still being EMO this few days... haiz...
sorry 4 everyone who care me...

ntg happen... so... wait 4 my next post lo~

(P/S: our skul chinese society is having a mini concert at Duta Palm Club on July 18th... who interested?? One of the performer is Adrian from 8TV... last year project superstar top-6...)

(Last, i'm juz a nobody in someone heart... sad...)

I hate myself...

Bad mood.....
Thinking of commit suicide... but i know i'm not brave enough...
Everday got scold from my father and my mother... although i've tried my best to be the best daughter... tried my best to word harder... do everything they wan me to do...
I always revise after finish my homework...
But i admit that... i always online and play games.... But i promise i'll decrease my online time and work harder on my geography and sejarah... although i really hate that 2 subject...
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ok.. stop saying that topic... its really annoying and boring...
2day go school early because tugas... every monday... omg... really hate monday! actually i should say i hate tugas...
really boring!! although i can read book and the library is cold bcoz of air-con... but really boring!!

2day saw Elie and Sophie... ^^
they enter the library to do something.. dunno what la...
then... sleep at the counter.. lol...

finally... can escape from the "hell"... quickly go out when the bell rang... hehehe...
but at the class oso very boring...

then 2day perhimpunan cancelled... everyone was so happy... but not me...
i prefer perhimpunan than stay at the class...
then go home...
then we go have our dinner at the market... very happy at 1st...

but at night......... feel so down............
and very sleepy too...

lol... stop!! stop!!
i promised everyone i wan 2 change myself!!
change my impatient to patient...
change my stupid attitude!!
i hate myself...!!

haiz... nothing to say... juz write out my feeling... so that i can feel better....

(i know my english is broken... but nvm... if u can't understand juz leave a comment and ask me...)

Hari karnival

本来不想写的... 但是实在太兴奋了...
哈哈~

早上很早起哦... alarm还没响就起了~ 期待嘛... 第一次以学生的身份参加这个学校的karnival.. 去年也有去.. 但只是来玩而已... ^^

今天我没有走路去学校咧~ 谢谢Lydia姐姐载我去... (你驾车实在太恐怖了... ==)
去到那边又要等佩榆... == 还以为他会比我早到学校tim...

中间很多.... 忘记了....

只是走来走去.. 这次karnival实在太差了... 鬼屋都没有... 如果今年的karnival像去年那样就好..
钱用来买东西吃而已... (糟糕.. 买了几包零食忘记带回家!! 算了.. 我根本不知道它们在哪里...)
然后买float喝.. 又去买豆浆+凉粉~ 宇乐班的档口... 支持一下~ (奇怪下.. 我班什么都没有... lol.. 也好.. 不用tugas..)
然后坐在那边喝水... 看到小梦和美子~
(悄悄：美子今天很hot~!! 我是女生都被迷倒.. == 小梦也是很美... ^^ )
^^
然后去看人家玩galah panjang.. (不要问我什么来的.. 因为我也不太懂...) 跑来跑去不要给人家砰到.. 酱子啦~
然后被人家逼去玩.. 我不要... 所以做他们的supporter~ 哈哈~
自己人 VS 自己人... LOL... 他们说的...

看到很闷...
然后佩榆和好文和seng zai聊天.. 去八卦一下~ 哈哈.. 没有啦... 跟好文聊天罢了.. 那个seng zai在那边玩电话... LOL...

然后真的很闷... 佩榆就说跟我回家.. 叫他妈妈去我家载她... LOL...


不懂要写什么啊.. 很饿.. 去吃午餐咯~ bye bye...

(P/S: 发现到我的blog最近好像很多潜水员... == 不要潜水啦.. 留言下不会死的啦~)

死神降临+我可以改变自己

今天一整天在学校好像死神降临那样...
很憔悴.. 很没有力....

有多久了，没有真正的开怀大笑....?
有多久了，没有真正写好一篇部落....?
有多久了，拿起手机启动相机，拍不出好看的照片....?
有多久了，我已经不是那个自己....?
有多久了，我没有好声好气回答朋友的话....?

朋友，
对不起... 最近对你们很不礼貌....
我也不知道为什么... 很不爽....
想要自己静一静...
我不是在找借口...

今天以后，我会努力改变自己... 我不要再那么悲观....
我从前就是那么乐观的... 也许，是因为一些事，让我悲观一下下吧~
放心吧~ 我会尽快解决自己的事的... 我要恢复从前那个快乐的自己!!
我答应你们!!!

我要让你们每天看到我那个毫无掩饰、毫无虚假的笑容!!!

今天让我小小的更新一下... 收拾下自己的心情....
通知你们一下，我要让你们每天都看到快乐的post...
不是让你们闷死的伤感post...

ok?
给我一点时间改变... 我相信我做得到的...

呵呵~

You are not alone...

To XXX：
再此送上这首歌给你.. 虽然你不会知道这首歌就是给你的....
不要再觉得自己很孤单.. 很useless...
其实你不是自己的.. 你忘了吗? 你身边还有很多朋友啊...
点歌给你，不是因为我对你有特殊感情... 只是希望你不要再觉得自己很一无是处...
你要记得我跟你说过的话.. 那是那些话，不是只是为了安慰你，我是发自内心的... I say it out from the bottom of my heart!!! 不是虚伪的...
也谢谢你常在我不是很开心的时候，说了几句话安慰我.. 有让我开心了一下下... o(∩_∩)o...

歌词:
我只放这小段.. 因为我要dedicate的只有这段...
想更了解歌词内容， 请点击→ You are not alone - Micheal Jackson

That you are not alone (其实你并不孤独)

For I am here with you (因为我一直陪在你的身边)

Though you're far away (虽然你离我很远)

I am here to stay (我都会一直在这里等着你)

For You are not alone (你并不孤独)

I am here with you (我会永远陪着你)

Though we're far apart (虽然我们相隔千山万水)

You're always in my heart (但是你永远都在我心里)

And You are not alone (你不孤独)

All alone lone (孤独,孤独)

其实... 我没有深入了解歌词的...

只是chorus罢了...

无所谓啦...

(P/S: MJ, R.I.P..)